mkay sooo i kno its been a good min since i posted somethin but im blogging now!!!
anyways, if yu havent heard mariah carey and eminem have been goin bakk && forth in songs about one another.
supposively it started with em's song ''bagpipes from baghdad'' then mariah makes her new single "obsessed" && she has a guy in the video tht is basically an imitation of eminem! sooo em is pissed and he comes out with a song called "The warning" targeting mariah && nick cannon. Em claims tht him and MC have had sexual relations but ofcourse MC denies it.......&& wat has Nick done to defend his wife??.....not much.
Only reason I dissed you in the first place is because you denied seeing meNow I’m pissed offSit back and relax homey, kick back and relax, grab a six pack while I kick factsYeah Dre’s sick track, perfect way to get backWanna hear something wick wack?I got the exact same tat that’s on Nick’s backI’m obsessed nowOh gee, is that supposed to be me in the video with the goateeWow Mariah, I didn’t expect her to go balls outBitch, shut the fuck up before I put all them phone calls out you made to my house when you was wild n out before NickWhen you was on my dick and give you somethin to smile aboutHow many times you fly to my house? Still trying to countBetter shut your lying mouth if you don’t want Nick finding outYou probably think cuz it’s been so long if i had something on you I woulda did it by nowOn the contrary, Mary Poppins, I’m mixing our studio session down and sending it to mastering to make it loudEnough dirt on you to murder youThis is what the fuck I doMariah, it ever occur to you that I still have pictures?However you prefer to do and goes for you too, Nick, faggotYou think I’m scared of you?You gonna ruin my career you better get oneLike I’ma sit and fight with you over some slut bitch cunt who made me put up with her psycho ass over 6 months and only spread her legs to let me hit onceYeah, what you gonna say? I’m lucky? Tell the public that I was so ugly that you fucking had to be drunk to fuck me?Second base? What the fuck you tell Nick, punk?In the second week we was dry humping. It’s gotta count for something.Listen, girly. Surely you don’t want me to talk about how I nutted early cos ejaculated early and bus all over your belly, and you almost started hurling and said I was gross, go get a towel you’re stomachs curling. Or maybe you do.But if I’m embarrassing me, I’m embarrassing you and don’t you dare say it isn’t true.As long as the song’s getting airplay I’m dissing you.I’m a hair away from getting carried away and getting sued.I was gonna stop at 16. This is 32. This is 34 bars. We ain’t even a third of the way through.Damn, Slim. Mariah played you. Mariah who?Oh did I say ”whore”, Nick? I meant a liar too.Like I’ve been goin off on you all this time for no reason.Girl you out ya alcholic mind. Check ya wine cellar. Look at all the amounts of wine.Like I sit around and think about you all the time.I just think this is funny when I pounce you on a rhyme.But it now i’m about to draw the line.And for you to cross it that’s a mountain that I doubt you wanna climb.
I can describe areas of your house that you wouldn’t find on an episode of CribsA blubba load ribs if I hear another word so don’t go opening your jibs cos every time you do it’s just another load of fibsI ain’t saying this shit again, ho. You know what it is.It’s a warning shot for before I blow up ya whole spotCall my bluff and I’ll release every fucking thing I gotIncluding the voicemails right before you flipped your topWhen me and Luis were tryin’ to stick two CD’s in the same spot(Slim Shady I love you)I love you tooLet me whisper sweet nothings into your ear, boo. Now what you say?(It’s nothing)Guess what I’ll do?I’ll refresh your memory when you said ”I want you”Now should I keep going or should we call truce?(You think you’re cute, right? Hahaha)You bet your sweet ass I do(I’m Mary Poppins, b)And I’m Superman, mmm(Mary P. Slim Shady)Comin’ at youSo if you’ll still be my (babygirl)Then I’ll still be your (Superhero, Wilma M.)Yeah, I’m right here(You like this)Nope. Not anymore, Dear.It cuts like a (knife) when I tell ya get a (life)But I’m movin on with mineNick, is that your (wife)Well tell her to shut her mouth then I’ll leave her aloneIf she don’t (sing this script?) then I’ma just keep goin(I see Mary Ann. Mary Ann’s saying ”cut the tape, cut the tape”. Knife!)
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
sooo sry
hola. jus wanna apologize for not updating in so long, i jus havent been on it!
but anywayy, i was thinkn i needa take a break from the internet, cause i mean the internet can really take over someone's life, and i jus havent really been feelin it lately. but its sooo hard!! lol
its hard to delete yur myspace, especially if yu have worked so hard on it, and everybody has one!! and i thot about deleting my blogspot until someone wrote me on myspace saying they love it! lol, so iono wat to do. it'll take sometime but eventually i will be breaking away from the internet....
anyway ima gon post some pics below
i love this pic, this is me while i was cali. the weather was great! lol
my new glasses, they're bebe, but yu cant really see the dimonds on the side, they say bebe
me and asia, we were downtown leavin the george r brown stadium
another pic in cali
but anywayy, i was thinkn i needa take a break from the internet, cause i mean the internet can really take over someone's life, and i jus havent really been feelin it lately. but its sooo hard!! lol
its hard to delete yur myspace, especially if yu have worked so hard on it, and everybody has one!! and i thot about deleting my blogspot until someone wrote me on myspace saying they love it! lol, so iono wat to do. it'll take sometime but eventually i will be breaking away from the internet....
anyway ima gon post some pics below
i love this pic, this is me while i was cali. the weather was great! lol
my new glasses, they're bebe, but yu cant really see the dimonds on the side, they say bebe
me and asia, we were downtown leavin the george r brown stadium
another pic in cali
Saturday, May 30, 2009
i've learned....
i've learned so much about myself this year, i used to see i didnt kno myself...i didnt really kno who i was. even tho i lived with myself everyday i didnt really realize wat kinda person i was. i had lost myself, to something that never really mattered. My heart is filled with alot of hope for the future, and at this point thats all im living for, and God ofcourse. im not the life of the party, im jus the girl in the midst of it all, im not the strongest person in the world, but im growing from the bullshit i go through everyday, i'm not emo, but alot of times i feel depressed and lost within myself, im not where wanna be at in my life, but my fantasies take me to the unreality of my soon to be, reality.
i've made enuff mistakes, and everyone has, or will, but i can accept them and move on from it. no point in thinking about what could've been, now its only what its gonna be.
i havent leearned everything but i've learned enuff :]
i've made enuff mistakes, and everyone has, or will, but i can accept them and move on from it. no point in thinking about what could've been, now its only what its gonna be.
i havent leearned everything but i've learned enuff :]
the blogs below
well we were in 6th and ferrol and jacoby asked me to make a blog about them, so thats wat that was, i didnt say everything that could've been said, so yahh.
since ferrol is graduating i prolly wont see him in my 6th anymore :[[. but we'll keep in touch. goodluck in the "real world" ferrrol, i kno you'll do good for yurself!
since ferrol is graduating i prolly wont see him in my 6th anymore :[[. but we'll keep in touch. goodluck in the "real world" ferrrol, i kno you'll do good for yurself!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
This blog is for Ferrol!!! :]
Ferrol, yu are absolutely funny!!!! yur so silly, i didnt even kno yu had in yu. and we're still friends even though yu tol me yu were gonna start tlkn to my friend and yu started tlkn to someone TOTTALLY different! hoe ass move [cough, cough]. but anyways enuff about that
like i said earlier buddy we go bakkk......to those days wen i wqas inb middle school, and as i recall......welll, we tlked lol. but those days are gon with the wind. and now yur nobody to me btu my good ol' friend Ferrol. Love yu mucho!!!
&& i still want that fake i.d! lol. ohhh yahh && yu dnt like yur ex girl anymore (the one yu took to prom) she gets on yur nerves or something. lol. but she's pretty if that means anything.
sincerely,
Chanin Cummings
like i said earlier buddy we go bakkk......to those days wen i wqas inb middle school, and as i recall......welll, we tlked lol. but those days are gon with the wind. and now yur nobody to me btu my good ol' friend Ferrol. Love yu mucho!!!
&& i still want that fake i.d! lol. ohhh yahh && yu dnt like yur ex girl anymore (the one yu took to prom) she gets on yur nerves or something. lol. but she's pretty if that means anything.
sincerely,
Chanin Cummings
This blog is for Jacoby!!! :]
ok darling, this is what i think about yu :]]
yu are the type of person, who is my friend, but i dnt really trust yu. d the reason i say this is because yu reavealed my deepest, darkest secret!!! he has no idea about somethings and sometimes he's a lil too BLUNT. i guess that could be good sometimes, but other times its jus plain MEAN. yu dnt like to tlk about yur emotions and thats also annoying.
i dnt even kno who yu are sometimes.
since yur not really an "open book" theres not much i can say about yu. so, here's the lil blog thats about yu.
love,
chanin cummings
yu are the type of person, who is my friend, but i dnt really trust yu. d the reason i say this is because yu reavealed my deepest, darkest secret!!! he has no idea about somethings and sometimes he's a lil too BLUNT. i guess that could be good sometimes, but other times its jus plain MEAN. yu dnt like to tlk about yur emotions and thats also annoying.
i dnt even kno who yu are sometimes.
since yur not really an "open book" theres not much i can say about yu. so, here's the lil blog thats about yu.
love,
chanin cummings
Sunday, May 24, 2009
my lifee....
damn i aint been on this ish in a long time. but ok, a lotta shit has happened in my life but i dnt feel the need to share it all, cause its a lil personal. but lets jus say i realized in this point of my life i dnt need a relationship. its time to take a long break from that, seriously. i had constantly been goin bakk to the one thing i needed to get away from, but no more of that shit. waist of my fuckinn time! so now im gettin the things done that need to be done.
ohhh && i have a new friend. her name is Lori but her nickname is spanky (only i can call her that) lol. but she's a real bitch, and a goofy ass one lol. yu gotta love her.
ooooo and i have a couple of vacations lined up this summer that im sooo excited about, lord knows i need it. so i've been doin all my summer shopping and wat not.
cause ya know, summer calls for short shorts, tank tops, swimsuits, and anything else that is tight and revealing lol. so i think im covered in that area. anywayys gotta go.
love my readers and i'll be bakk to update with some better topics laterr.
ohhh && i have a new friend. her name is Lori but her nickname is spanky (only i can call her that) lol. but she's a real bitch, and a goofy ass one lol. yu gotta love her.
ooooo and i have a couple of vacations lined up this summer that im sooo excited about, lord knows i need it. so i've been doin all my summer shopping and wat not.
cause ya know, summer calls for short shorts, tank tops, swimsuits, and anything else that is tight and revealing lol. so i think im covered in that area. anywayys gotta go.
love my readers and i'll be bakk to update with some better topics laterr.
Friday, May 8, 2009
have yu ever been a situation where........
theres a couple of situtions im gonna put up here && ask ya about it.
note: not all these situations have anything to do with me, so dnt be thinkn im goin through this
situation 1: have yu ever been in a stiuation where yu were once in a relationship and yall were in love (puppy love), but yall break up, and something devastating happens to yu && they dnt even have yur bakk?........so effed up
Situation 2: have yu ever felt that there's so much yu wanna say to someone, but deep dwn inside yu kno yu dnt have the courage to do so. so, in the end yu keep it all inside. its builds up in yu, and then yu have to ask yurself, why do i feel so much for them?
Situation 3: have yu ever made mistakes in yur life, and yu kno there mistakes, but yu try and go on like it doesnt effect yu, and then one day yu realize that yu are so hurt, and at the end of the day yu break down and have a long "crying spell"
Situation 4: have yu ever wanted to do so much in yur life, because yu dream so big, but feel like yur doing nothing to accomplish those dreams, and its like yur life is jus passin yu by??
something to think about.......but i gotta go, i'll update later...
note: not all these situations have anything to do with me, so dnt be thinkn im goin through this
situation 1: have yu ever been in a stiuation where yu were once in a relationship and yall were in love (puppy love), but yall break up, and something devastating happens to yu && they dnt even have yur bakk?........so effed up
Situation 2: have yu ever felt that there's so much yu wanna say to someone, but deep dwn inside yu kno yu dnt have the courage to do so. so, in the end yu keep it all inside. its builds up in yu, and then yu have to ask yurself, why do i feel so much for them?
Situation 3: have yu ever made mistakes in yur life, and yu kno there mistakes, but yu try and go on like it doesnt effect yu, and then one day yu realize that yu are so hurt, and at the end of the day yu break down and have a long "crying spell"
Situation 4: have yu ever wanted to do so much in yur life, because yu dream so big, but feel like yur doing nothing to accomplish those dreams, and its like yur life is jus passin yu by??
something to think about.......but i gotta go, i'll update later...
modeling cont.
ok so i was suppose to let yall kno how my open call (for modeling) went. the ppl called me bakk, and im suppose to start training or watever if i really wanna do it, but honestly i dnt kno if i do.
im basically gonna be in a modeling school paying almost a thousand dollars for it and theres no gurantee that i'll be signed to an agency, but my bff loves modeling and she really wants to do it. but me on the other hand.....idkk. dnt think im gonna go for it.
so thats basically then end of that.
im basically gonna be in a modeling school paying almost a thousand dollars for it and theres no gurantee that i'll be signed to an agency, but my bff loves modeling and she really wants to do it. but me on the other hand.....idkk. dnt think im gonna go for it.
so thats basically then end of that.
hola :]]
sry i havent update in a min but i tol yall my lil situation. time for a new computer.
anyyway......i dnt kno wat i should blog about. i mean alot has happened but i dnt kno if i wanna get into all of tht.
but bottom line_______ ppl are thieves. && thieves are LOSERS.
So dear thieves,
I'm sry yu can't afford to get yur own nice shit. I'm sorry that yur life is SHIT, and yu have prey on other ppl so that yu can have the things yu desire.
but its nobody's problem but yur own. Luckily, my materialistic things can be replaced. but a thieving heart will remain in your spirit.
sincerely, chan chan
in case yur wondering my fone got stolen again. getting new one today. but im swear im sick of this shit. cant go anywhere without ppl preying on yur shit.
enuff of that. i've been writing alotta songs lately && i'll try and post them on here in a lil bit. most are unfinished, but i'll finish them. i jus need to find more inspiration. well this is all for now :]]
anyyway......i dnt kno wat i should blog about. i mean alot has happened but i dnt kno if i wanna get into all of tht.
but bottom line_______ ppl are thieves. && thieves are LOSERS.
So dear thieves,
I'm sry yu can't afford to get yur own nice shit. I'm sorry that yur life is SHIT, and yu have prey on other ppl so that yu can have the things yu desire.
but its nobody's problem but yur own. Luckily, my materialistic things can be replaced. but a thieving heart will remain in your spirit.
sincerely, chan chan
in case yur wondering my fone got stolen again. getting new one today. but im swear im sick of this shit. cant go anywhere without ppl preying on yur shit.
enuff of that. i've been writing alotta songs lately && i'll try and post them on here in a lil bit. most are unfinished, but i'll finish them. i jus need to find more inspiration. well this is all for now :]]
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Modeling
so i'm trying modeling, but modeling isnt really my dream....i'm jus gon try somethin knew. open call is tomorrow at 7pm. im excited,they asked me to bring 2 fotos, a head shot, and a full body shot. && my dad, being the photographer that he is, took me and asia's pics, && they came out really nice, so i'll let yall know how the open call went, prolly on friday....
&& i have some new funni ass vids that i needa post on here, just as soon as i upload them on youtube. && i wrote another song that i need to post, its called Rescue Me. well i'm bout to go....the bell gon ring in a min anyway (cause i do most of my blogging in school)
toodles!
&& i have some new funni ass vids that i needa post on here, just as soon as i upload them on youtube. && i wrote another song that i need to post, its called Rescue Me. well i'm bout to go....the bell gon ring in a min anyway (cause i do most of my blogging in school)
toodles!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
long time,,no blogging!!!
OMG!! it's been forever since i've blogged && im so sry. && honestly my computer has jus been trippen && won't let me come to the website anymore, its really gayy. So, right now im in class, && im suppose to be working on a power point, but i'm jus gon go ahead && blog!!
So anyways before i get in to my updates Danny is gonna leave a note:hey guys whats up?? danny here && im in class with chanin, so today has been pretty good so far.. i saw hot but it was kinda lame. i saw crayolaa and it was okayy. he makes me the happiest right now. i saw brandon but he didnt look my way. lol. well enough about me.. chanin rocks. you should love her forever. she is a good person(except what she did to cyril) lol. long storyyyy. but imma make her log off because we have a shitload of work. cme check out my myspace BOYSSS! (www.myspace.com/aberhottie00) =] toodles.
OOOkk well, lol. thatt was danny telling about a couple of her manyy boys lol, j/k.........&& aww she's so sweet, i am a good person, && i love cyril.
So anywayy, for those of yu who dont know, cyril && i are bakk together,, shocking?....not really.
&& we're going to prom this saturday, && i have my dress && shit. It was really hard to find, and decide what i wanted, but i decided on a dress from A.B.S by Allen Schartz, if yu dnt kno who he is, look it uy
So anyways before i get in to my updates Danny is gonna leave a note:hey guys whats up?? danny here && im in class with chanin, so today has been pretty good so far.. i saw hot but it was kinda lame. i saw crayolaa and it was okayy. he makes me the happiest right now. i saw brandon but he didnt look my way. lol. well enough about me.. chanin rocks. you should love her forever. she is a good person(except what she did to cyril) lol. long storyyyy. but imma make her log off because we have a shitload of work. cme check out my myspace BOYSSS! (www.myspace.com/aberhottie00) =] toodles.
OOOkk well, lol. thatt was danny telling about a couple of her manyy boys lol, j/k.........&& aww she's so sweet, i am a good person, && i love cyril.
So anywayy, for those of yu who dont know, cyril && i are bakk together,, shocking?....not really.
&& we're going to prom this saturday, && i have my dress && shit. It was really hard to find, and decide what i wanted, but i decided on a dress from A.B.S by Allen Schartz, if yu dnt kno who he is, look it uy
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
No updates
Sry....i havent updated in awhile, i guess im having a bit of writers block
i've been trying to write more songs but they're not flowing the way i want them to, so i dont, i guess if i can get a good one i'll post it.
i've been trying to write more songs but they're not flowing the way i want them to, so i dont, i guess if i can get a good one i'll post it.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Watt i like to do
People (mailny guys) be askin wat i like to do for fun..........yu kno wen yur tlkn to a new guy who doesnt kno yu that well, or guys wen yur tlkn to a new girl && she asks yu.
well i dnt really kno how to answer that question........most of the time i simply answer, go out with friends, but i guess i could elaborate..............
Well 1st off, i think singing is fun......wen i start i cant stop.
&& i like going to the store to get things i nee, i think thats funn, i dnt kno y tho. For example if i need some new hair products or make up products && stuff i be excited to go to the store && buy them.
i also love wen i have something do on a saturday nite && i be gettin all dressed for it (whereever im going)
&& most importantly i love being around the ppl i love. My friends bring me soo much joy cause they keep me laughing. My family is encouraging && there great influences, && i love jus spending a day with them. I hate being bored, being bored will make me wanna shoot myself, && i hate having nothing to do cause that will also wanna make me shoot myself.
I also hate not having things planned out, iono y but that jus irritates me, wen there's no plan for the day, i think i get that from my mom.
So yah this is basically wat i like to do for fun...
well i dnt really kno how to answer that question........most of the time i simply answer, go out with friends, but i guess i could elaborate..............
Well 1st off, i think singing is fun......wen i start i cant stop.
&& i like going to the store to get things i nee, i think thats funn, i dnt kno y tho. For example if i need some new hair products or make up products && stuff i be excited to go to the store && buy them.
i also love wen i have something do on a saturday nite && i be gettin all dressed for it (whereever im going)
&& most importantly i love being around the ppl i love. My friends bring me soo much joy cause they keep me laughing. My family is encouraging && there great influences, && i love jus spending a day with them. I hate being bored, being bored will make me wanna shoot myself, && i hate having nothing to do cause that will also wanna make me shoot myself.
I also hate not having things planned out, iono y but that jus irritates me, wen there's no plan for the day, i think i get that from my mom.
So yah this is basically wat i like to do for fun...
Monday, March 2, 2009
6th pd. By chanin and Jacoby
Alrity well basically me && Jacoby Walker were jus in 6th pd && decided to have on convo on my blog, && den we jus started gettin on each others asses, so i hope its funny && enjoyable
NOTE: There was somethings i was tryna say about Jacoby but he kept erasing it cause he aint wana look stupid but he wanted to put a bunch of ish out here about me...he's such a punk.
SO im n 6th pd rite now, and Jacoby sits rite next to me in the class, && he's pissin me off, because he's being really gay && tlkn bout his football pictures........
J.walker--> for the record I'm not acting gay..... Chanin is just being a butt head as usual....she is freakin txtn jerron wtf.....lol and I'm txtn Jellybean {insider}. Aye I just realized tht chanin smiles like a old lady at bingo nite....nd her mom is really HOTT....lmao. eAzY....
Chanin: uhm 1st Jacoby doesnt need to be worried about who im txtin && FOR THE RECORD Jerron is my friend && he talks to my bestfriend asia, && there's no such thing as a person named jelly bean he made that up!!! & my laugh is very sexy & enticing, he's jus a hater. && daaaaamn nigga, get off my momma tip!
Jacoby: friend my ass...once upon a time i was chanin friend lol.... and by the way chanin talks to me in this ENTICING tone... i swear she is about to strip naked and pounce all over me...lol it drives me insane...like am i trippin or are u shootin me clues...then she leans in close and says..... what do u mean???? while she licks her lips seductively.....WTF is really goin on in her head.....
Chanin: Is it jus me???.....or does jacoby need to get over himself? I dnt want this fool. Ok maybe once upon a time i did but im over that now, so he needs to get over it also.
Jacoby: ok chanin has the crazy idea tht every guy she knows would drop to there knees and ......... u fill in the blank...jus because she is the ALL MIGHTY CHANIN.... well in 6th period i wake tht ass up from the bullshit dream.... when she gets in here she know wts up.. i dont play the spoiled stuff... she gets tough love in here...even tho she pouts cuz i dont give her wat she wants... gotta love her anyway she cant help it mr. lewis got her like tht.... {insider}lmfdo
Chanin: Jacoby thinks that he like has me in check or somethin but eff that, this is 1 class && he would throw Mr.Lewis aka Cyril in this like he brings him into everything. He thinks im attached to him or somethin & im not, he claims im stamped with "cyril" but i think the only reason he says ish like that is because he wishes it was him wit his name stamped on me :].
Jacoby: (as the teacher helps chanin off the ground and back into her seat) sorry for slappin u chanin... but nah its not even nothin like tht.... chanin has the infatuation in her dreams tht im hers... well she is dippin really hard...on her sr's and jr's....sorry soph's u gets no love ...... but she claim she know the game...HELLZ NAH. =/ see she being secretive about her txts wit jerron right now.... PIMPIN PIMPIN PIMPIN......
Chanin: Ok...so he really wanted totake it there...WOW.
Well we'll be back wednsday cause the bell jus rung, && taks i s tomorrow!!!
p.s. I hate Jacoby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOTE: There was somethings i was tryna say about Jacoby but he kept erasing it cause he aint wana look stupid but he wanted to put a bunch of ish out here about me...he's such a punk.
SO im n 6th pd rite now, and Jacoby sits rite next to me in the class, && he's pissin me off, because he's being really gay && tlkn bout his football pictures........
J.walker--> for the record I'm not acting gay..... Chanin is just being a butt head as usual....she is freakin txtn jerron wtf.....lol and I'm txtn Jellybean {insider}. Aye I just realized tht chanin smiles like a old lady at bingo nite....nd her mom is really HOTT....lmao. eAzY....
Chanin: uhm 1st Jacoby doesnt need to be worried about who im txtin && FOR THE RECORD Jerron is my friend && he talks to my bestfriend asia, && there's no such thing as a person named jelly bean he made that up!!! & my laugh is very sexy & enticing, he's jus a hater. && daaaaamn nigga, get off my momma tip!
Jacoby: friend my ass...once upon a time i was chanin friend lol.... and by the way chanin talks to me in this ENTICING tone... i swear she is about to strip naked and pounce all over me...lol it drives me insane...like am i trippin or are u shootin me clues...then she leans in close and says..... what do u mean???? while she licks her lips seductively.....WTF is really goin on in her head.....
Chanin: Is it jus me???.....or does jacoby need to get over himself? I dnt want this fool. Ok maybe once upon a time i did but im over that now, so he needs to get over it also.
Jacoby: ok chanin has the crazy idea tht every guy she knows would drop to there knees and ......... u fill in the blank...jus because she is the ALL MIGHTY CHANIN.... well in 6th period i wake tht ass up from the bullshit dream.... when she gets in here she know wts up.. i dont play the spoiled stuff... she gets tough love in here...even tho she pouts cuz i dont give her wat she wants... gotta love her anyway she cant help it mr. lewis got her like tht.... {insider}lmfdo
Chanin: Jacoby thinks that he like has me in check or somethin but eff that, this is 1 class && he would throw Mr.Lewis aka Cyril in this like he brings him into everything. He thinks im attached to him or somethin & im not, he claims im stamped with "cyril" but i think the only reason he says ish like that is because he wishes it was him wit his name stamped on me :].
Jacoby: (as the teacher helps chanin off the ground and back into her seat) sorry for slappin u chanin... but nah its not even nothin like tht.... chanin has the infatuation in her dreams tht im hers... well she is dippin really hard...on her sr's and jr's....sorry soph's u gets no love ...... but she claim she know the game...HELLZ NAH. =/ see she being secretive about her txts wit jerron right now.... PIMPIN PIMPIN PIMPIN......
Chanin: Ok...so he really wanted totake it there...WOW.
Well we'll be back wednsday cause the bell jus rung, && taks i s tomorrow!!!
p.s. I hate Jacoby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Myspace status
If yu all pay attention to my status, for a couple of days my mood was invisible.
OK i didnt mean i felt like i was invisible to some1, i meant it to symbolize that i was vanishing, or like i wasnt really here on earth. I basically have alot of emotions on the inside of me that dnt usually come out && the only person who really know's all my emotions is my bestfriend. At 1 point i was saying that i no longer wanted to be here, and i no longer wanted life......&& i cant believe im sharing this, but thats really how i felt. I wasnt on top of things like i should've been, i was worried about the wrong things, i wasnt getting anything done that needed to be done, things that i wanted seemed impossible to achieve, and i still struggle, but i would never kill myself. The reason i am sharing this is because im trying to face the problems i have/had and accept them, then correct them. I'm afaid of where i'll be in a couple of years, because im not the type of girl that is gonna focus on being a doctor, lawyer, phychologist, or sit in some cold office all day. I want to have fun, be creative, be aristic, be spontanious, and be an inspiration. And my methods of doing that, is make-up, hair, music, fasion, and being a public speaker. I dnt want to have a brady bunch type family until years from now, but when i do i want to make sure that i can give and be everything that my children need, and accomplish things in this world so they'll know that they can too, because they'll be a reflection of me. I dnt wanna be living off some man, depending on his income, cause i dnt like depending on people as it is. BUT! I also will want a man who's doing something with himself and making a good living......but anyway thats for the future. Now im tryna hold it together, and get it together, and make it through this year. Everyday's a struggle, but after every struggle theres a breakthrough, jus like after every Thunderstorm, there's a rainbow.
OK i didnt mean i felt like i was invisible to some1, i meant it to symbolize that i was vanishing, or like i wasnt really here on earth. I basically have alot of emotions on the inside of me that dnt usually come out && the only person who really know's all my emotions is my bestfriend. At 1 point i was saying that i no longer wanted to be here, and i no longer wanted life......&& i cant believe im sharing this, but thats really how i felt. I wasnt on top of things like i should've been, i was worried about the wrong things, i wasnt getting anything done that needed to be done, things that i wanted seemed impossible to achieve, and i still struggle, but i would never kill myself. The reason i am sharing this is because im trying to face the problems i have/had and accept them, then correct them. I'm afaid of where i'll be in a couple of years, because im not the type of girl that is gonna focus on being a doctor, lawyer, phychologist, or sit in some cold office all day. I want to have fun, be creative, be aristic, be spontanious, and be an inspiration. And my methods of doing that, is make-up, hair, music, fasion, and being a public speaker. I dnt want to have a brady bunch type family until years from now, but when i do i want to make sure that i can give and be everything that my children need, and accomplish things in this world so they'll know that they can too, because they'll be a reflection of me. I dnt wanna be living off some man, depending on his income, cause i dnt like depending on people as it is. BUT! I also will want a man who's doing something with himself and making a good living......but anyway thats for the future. Now im tryna hold it together, and get it together, and make it through this year. Everyday's a struggle, but after every struggle theres a breakthrough, jus like after every Thunderstorm, there's a rainbow.
Be careful what you say............
People foreal be careful wat yu say about others, cause yu never know wat ppl r going through, and whether yu care wat they're going through or not, wats da point of taking time out of yur day to tlk dwn on some1?
When i was yunger like in elementary & middle school, i would make fun of other kids who didnt have nice clothes, who tlked funni, had dark skin, and us judging ppl on there appearance and what not. I did it because i was immature, didnt know any better, & didnt realize that some people go through things that i couldnt even fathom. Now im older and ive heard stories of people who go through the saddest things, and i stop myself before saying something rude and unnecessary about some1 else i dnt kno.
I also used to say stuff about girls like, she's ugly, or she can't even dress, etc. && im not ashamed to say i did it cause i was insecure. Sometimes when ppl are insecure they say things about ppl in hopes of making themselves feel better. even now i be wanting to say something about some1, but i jus turn it around wit something positive. So if yur feeling like yu wanna say something negative aout some1 jus back it up with somethin positive, and in the end that'll make yu feel better about yurself then tryna put some1 down. Cause yur opinion about some1 else wont change anything. Always have confidence in yurself, no matter what anyone says about yu, cause ppl will say shit about yu. I kno ppl (mainly girls) will come to my page and look at my pics and have a million negative things to say about me, but i kno its cause they're insecure, and point blank, a hater. But yu cant stop a hater from hating, they have to stop themselves. I dnt say shit like "haters were jus put on this earth to hate" or "they're job is to hate" cause God wouldnt place anybody on earth to hate, & i think any1 wants the job of a hater, but ppl cant look inside themselves and find that "spark." Everyday i find a lil more confidence in myself, & i hope yu guys do too!!
p.s. i jus read this blog to friend && she said "yu too damn nice" lol, she said she jus playin but i think she was serious.
When i was yunger like in elementary & middle school, i would make fun of other kids who didnt have nice clothes, who tlked funni, had dark skin, and us judging ppl on there appearance and what not. I did it because i was immature, didnt know any better, & didnt realize that some people go through things that i couldnt even fathom. Now im older and ive heard stories of people who go through the saddest things, and i stop myself before saying something rude and unnecessary about some1 else i dnt kno.
I also used to say stuff about girls like, she's ugly, or she can't even dress, etc. && im not ashamed to say i did it cause i was insecure. Sometimes when ppl are insecure they say things about ppl in hopes of making themselves feel better. even now i be wanting to say something about some1, but i jus turn it around wit something positive. So if yur feeling like yu wanna say something negative aout some1 jus back it up with somethin positive, and in the end that'll make yu feel better about yurself then tryna put some1 down. Cause yur opinion about some1 else wont change anything. Always have confidence in yurself, no matter what anyone says about yu, cause ppl will say shit about yu. I kno ppl (mainly girls) will come to my page and look at my pics and have a million negative things to say about me, but i kno its cause they're insecure, and point blank, a hater. But yu cant stop a hater from hating, they have to stop themselves. I dnt say shit like "haters were jus put on this earth to hate" or "they're job is to hate" cause God wouldnt place anybody on earth to hate, & i think any1 wants the job of a hater, but ppl cant look inside themselves and find that "spark." Everyday i find a lil more confidence in myself, & i hope yu guys do too!!
p.s. i jus read this blog to friend && she said "yu too damn nice" lol, she said she jus playin but i think she was serious.
More random pics of 09
Damn Andrea(Angel)!..........yu look funni lol
Jacoby is soooo thrilled by his new G1 lol
No Makeup on! (blazers that cyril bought me, 1st && last time to wear.
Danny on her DS as usual lol
Pajama party....but as yu can see i was not wearing pajamas, maybe next time... lol
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
juicy hoodie.....& messy bathroom
Fuckin braces, me, armani, and jalesca n da back
Sometimes Jacoby pisses me da fuck off.........but wat would i do without him
thats all for now!
Jacoby is soooo thrilled by his new G1 lol
No Makeup on! (blazers that cyril bought me, 1st && last time to wear.
Danny on her DS as usual lol
Pajama party....but as yu can see i was not wearing pajamas, maybe next time... lol
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
juicy hoodie.....& messy bathroom
Fuckin braces, me, armani, and jalesca n da back
Sometimes Jacoby pisses me da fuck off.........but wat would i do without him
thats all for now!
Layla's Adventure
I took layla out today. i felt like she needed to get ou of the house, and so i did i. && for those of yu who dnt kno who layla is......she's my puppy, & she jus made 7 months last month. She's growing up so fast! lol. so anyways i put her leash on and we went around the neighborhood && i think she enjoyed it. Pics r below.
We were at the park on the jungle jim...
We were at the park on the jungle jim...
1 0f the things i hate
I was on the fone tlkn to my bestfried (asia) and i was telin her about wat some1 did, and i ralized that i hate wen ppl do this. im gon tell yall wat it is, im jus tryna write an introduction lol. but neways im sure there's other things i hate but this the 1 im thinkn of.
I hate wen boys call me randomly (and i dnt care who yu r) && be like "ohhh im bout to come see you." ok......if we aint tlk about this at all, wat makes yu think yu can jus invite yurself to my house without giving me some notice ahead of time. I swear that pisses me off. Like, no.....yu were not about to come over here cause we aint discuss this, so yu can jus stay yur ass wherever yur at. I wouldnt jus call a boy and be like "wat you doin?...i'm bout to come over."
Because i dnt kno wat yu were doing before i called and decided i was gon come see yu, and i dnt even kno if yu want me in yur house! So...no, i would never do that unless we planned it or some shit.
But anyways i was jus thinkn bout that, and felt the need to blog about it.
I hate wen boys call me randomly (and i dnt care who yu r) && be like "ohhh im bout to come see you." ok......if we aint tlk about this at all, wat makes yu think yu can jus invite yurself to my house without giving me some notice ahead of time. I swear that pisses me off. Like, no.....yu were not about to come over here cause we aint discuss this, so yu can jus stay yur ass wherever yur at. I wouldnt jus call a boy and be like "wat you doin?...i'm bout to come over."
Because i dnt kno wat yu were doing before i called and decided i was gon come see yu, and i dnt even kno if yu want me in yur house! So...no, i would never do that unless we planned it or some shit.
But anyways i was jus thinkn bout that, and felt the need to blog about it.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Previous Post continued....
ok so in my previous post i said that i would tell yu about my saturday plans for the nite or watever, && i was, but then i thought about it, and this is a public blog for the world to see, so im not gonna get too personal (details will jus be between me && the ppl involved), but i will say that everything pretty much wen as a plan, && i guess i had a good time.
So yahh, i hope no one's dissapointed by this blog.
So yahh, i hope no one's dissapointed by this blog.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Zodiac Signs
I'm a huge fan of zodiac signs, and astrology. If a person tells me their zodiac sign, i'll go home and read all about them (& if i really them, i'll do my research on their personalities) i believe that astrology can tell alot about a person. I dnt think that astrology is jus superstiton and that we're "dissapointing God" by reading, because only God knows our future (i'm well aware of that), but astrology tells us about a persons personality and tendencies. Ok, anyway, for those of yu who r wondering about me && my personality here's a little info, written by an astrologer.
By the way, ima sagittarius
Sagittarius Strength Keywords:- Independence
Sagittarius Weakness Keywords:- Unemotional
Sagittarius and Independence:
Independence is Sagittarius' principle, they crave adventure and excitement and welcome change with open arms. Sagittarius is the sign of the philosopher and the explorer, they will go as far as road will go and explore every corner thoroughly in their ever eternal search for wisdom. Freedom is so important to Sagittarius that they will actually make decisions based on the amount of freedom that is given by the choice they have made, as a result, sometimes a good opportunity is turned down because of it's high commitment need, but this is their choice so it is a good choice for them
Sagittarius and Friendship:Sagittarius make excellent friends because of their encouraging, positive nature and their kind heart that will do anything to make sure the friend is happy. They do not expect favors in return, their kindness is selfless. They do not interfere with other people's plans and they are never possessive or jealous. They treat others the way they want to be treated and life life based on a 'live and let live' policy, this makes them so agreeable. Sagittarius are excellent conversationalists with a good sense of humor, sometimes their humor is the raw truth, but these people speak their mind and don't hold anything back. What they say is what they mean, Sagittarius do not like mind games, it holds them back trying to figure out what is meant, they like straightforwardness and expect it in return. Sagittarius are known for saying the 'painful truth', but on the other hand, people know that they can trust what they say because they always say what is real. A Sagittarius never hides anything. Sagittarius are very likeable people. The only people that might not get along with them are people that live by a daily agenda with a highly structured, organized life. They are likely to always be running late and miss a date, but this is only because they are so forward thinking that they forget about the present. Tolerance is required, Sagittarius does not do these things on purpose, this is just who they are. If you understand this and accept this, having a Sagittarius in your life will make the sun shine a lot brighter.
Sagittarius and Business:Sagittarius are born entertainers and conversationalists. They have no shortage of ideas due to their adventurous lifestyle and exciting life experiences. They make excellent storyteller, comedians, writers, philosophers and actors to name a few, basically Sagittarius are suited to anything as long as it does not tie them down with too much commitment. They like to make the world a better place and a career that will do that is well suited for Sagittarius, they do not however like the fine details and mundane day to day routine this bores them so they tend to procrastinate and let someone else deal with the details. They perform very well in business matters but they are at their best when it is crunch time. If now is the time for all or nothing, and there is a great deal at stake, they can get anything done. Crisis brings out the best in Sagittarius, they perform their best under pressure.
Sagittarius and Temperament:Sagittarius are not emotional moody people, in fact they can be downright emotionally detached but they do get irritable when they are bored. Sagittarius is optimistic and positive, even deep inside because they believe that no matter what has happened, something good is always around the corner and the sun will always shine again.
Sagittarius Deep Inside:Sagittarius is a well adjusted person with no emotional problems holding them back. They just want to explore the world and not fret about emotions and feelings. Others may be hurt by their lack of commitment but they don't care, that's not why they are on this planet, they are here to gain wisdom, learn and explore. Sagittarius has problems finishing some projects they started if it takes too long, they want immediate results and will move on to the next project if it takes too long. This is not because of laziness, Sagittarius are far from lazy but this motivation to move on is due to their hatred of boredom. Boredom is their fear and instead of facing it, they will up and leave in search of something more stimulating. Sagittarius are not emotional people but they are easily hurt by a careless selfish action, their will be blue but turn it around pretty quickly with their naturally sunny disposition. They don't dwell on hurt because it is a waste of their energy.
Sagittarius in a Nutshell:Sagittarius seem to be guided by luck, good things happen to Sagittarius and this is usually because of their optimistic outlook and positive disposition which attracts good fortune. Despite hardships, Sagittarius is always optimistic that good things will happen tomorrow and the future carries good luck. Sagittarius have a vibrant, expansive personality that is free like a bird, Sagittarius cannot be contained. They are full of curiosity and they always look forward to the future, never dwelling on the past. Sagittarius are detached from emotions because emotions hold a person back, they do not like to talk about their feelings, they simply experience them and move on. Sagittarius can be reckless and irresponsible because they will jump at a suggestion of something new before they weigh the advantages and disadvantages.
What it's Like to Date a Sagittarius Woman:She has a great attitude and always seems to be on the go. Sagittarius woman is for the man with lots of energy and creativity. She likes unconventionality and change, so whisk her away last second to somewhere unplanned and uncharted and she will remember you forever. In order for her to stay, you have to keep her happy. If she gets unhappy or bored, she won't bother to fix any problems, she will just walk out and never look back. Fortunately, it is not that difficult to keep her happy. Be her friend, she does not take love to seriously anyway, if you are her companion, love will blossom after that. Let her have her freedom, flirt with her and take the relationship slowly, do not rush her. Be truthful, genuine, positive and adventurous and never play mind games. The lucky man will not only have a wonderful fun relationship but an adventurous companion as well.
What it's Like to Date a Sagittarius Man:This man may be difficult to pin down. He loves the trill of the chase so he may be off trying to get other women at the same time you are trying to get him. He is sincere when we says he likes you but he means it to other women when he tells other women the same thing. He is not showy or romantic, and he tends to attract women who like the thrill of the chase themselves, which is not too bad of a gamble. In order to win him over, be modest about love, do not engage him in emotional commitment like conversations about being together in the future. Sagittarius is for the woman who does not want commitment or is afraid of being tied down in a relationship. This man is perfect for the adventurous, fearless female.
How to Attract Sagittarius:Talk to them, ask them questions about themselves, share stories, make them laugh, but do not pry into intimate details about their life. Keep your emotional distance and they will be attracted to you. Easy. Suggest an outdoor date, something wild and wacky like floating on a boat down the river then having a picnic by the riverside, anything. They love activities. These are the easiest people to get a date with but don;t think that this is written in stone, they are the biggest commitment phoebe of all zodiac signs. Enjoy the time you've spent with Sagittarius and be prepared to move on or at least share them with others because they will be doing the same. All in good fun.
Sagittarius Erogenous Zone:The thighs are very sensitive, tickle the inner thigh or nibble lightly on the skin. Incorporate thigh stroking into foreplay and you will have ignited their fire.
Sex With Sagittarius:Sagittarius like to explore, same with their sexual encounters. They are the people most likely to have outdoor sex, or risque sex encounters. They are champions of one-night-stands because it feels good and you don't have to worry about the other person being clingy afterwards! With Sagittarius, anything goes, squeamish and conservative need not apply!
Sooooo, i hope yu all enjoyed, && will understand my personality a lil better :]
By the way, ima sagittarius
Sagittarius Strength Keywords:- Independence
Sagittarius Weakness Keywords:- Unemotional
Sagittarius and Independence:
Independence is Sagittarius' principle, they crave adventure and excitement and welcome change with open arms. Sagittarius is the sign of the philosopher and the explorer, they will go as far as road will go and explore every corner thoroughly in their ever eternal search for wisdom. Freedom is so important to Sagittarius that they will actually make decisions based on the amount of freedom that is given by the choice they have made, as a result, sometimes a good opportunity is turned down because of it's high commitment need, but this is their choice so it is a good choice for them
Sagittarius and Friendship:Sagittarius make excellent friends because of their encouraging, positive nature and their kind heart that will do anything to make sure the friend is happy. They do not expect favors in return, their kindness is selfless. They do not interfere with other people's plans and they are never possessive or jealous. They treat others the way they want to be treated and life life based on a 'live and let live' policy, this makes them so agreeable. Sagittarius are excellent conversationalists with a good sense of humor, sometimes their humor is the raw truth, but these people speak their mind and don't hold anything back. What they say is what they mean, Sagittarius do not like mind games, it holds them back trying to figure out what is meant, they like straightforwardness and expect it in return. Sagittarius are known for saying the 'painful truth', but on the other hand, people know that they can trust what they say because they always say what is real. A Sagittarius never hides anything. Sagittarius are very likeable people. The only people that might not get along with them are people that live by a daily agenda with a highly structured, organized life. They are likely to always be running late and miss a date, but this is only because they are so forward thinking that they forget about the present. Tolerance is required, Sagittarius does not do these things on purpose, this is just who they are. If you understand this and accept this, having a Sagittarius in your life will make the sun shine a lot brighter.
Sagittarius and Business:Sagittarius are born entertainers and conversationalists. They have no shortage of ideas due to their adventurous lifestyle and exciting life experiences. They make excellent storyteller, comedians, writers, philosophers and actors to name a few, basically Sagittarius are suited to anything as long as it does not tie them down with too much commitment. They like to make the world a better place and a career that will do that is well suited for Sagittarius, they do not however like the fine details and mundane day to day routine this bores them so they tend to procrastinate and let someone else deal with the details. They perform very well in business matters but they are at their best when it is crunch time. If now is the time for all or nothing, and there is a great deal at stake, they can get anything done. Crisis brings out the best in Sagittarius, they perform their best under pressure.
Sagittarius and Temperament:Sagittarius are not emotional moody people, in fact they can be downright emotionally detached but they do get irritable when they are bored. Sagittarius is optimistic and positive, even deep inside because they believe that no matter what has happened, something good is always around the corner and the sun will always shine again.
Sagittarius Deep Inside:Sagittarius is a well adjusted person with no emotional problems holding them back. They just want to explore the world and not fret about emotions and feelings. Others may be hurt by their lack of commitment but they don't care, that's not why they are on this planet, they are here to gain wisdom, learn and explore. Sagittarius has problems finishing some projects they started if it takes too long, they want immediate results and will move on to the next project if it takes too long. This is not because of laziness, Sagittarius are far from lazy but this motivation to move on is due to their hatred of boredom. Boredom is their fear and instead of facing it, they will up and leave in search of something more stimulating. Sagittarius are not emotional people but they are easily hurt by a careless selfish action, their will be blue but turn it around pretty quickly with their naturally sunny disposition. They don't dwell on hurt because it is a waste of their energy.
Sagittarius in a Nutshell:Sagittarius seem to be guided by luck, good things happen to Sagittarius and this is usually because of their optimistic outlook and positive disposition which attracts good fortune. Despite hardships, Sagittarius is always optimistic that good things will happen tomorrow and the future carries good luck. Sagittarius have a vibrant, expansive personality that is free like a bird, Sagittarius cannot be contained. They are full of curiosity and they always look forward to the future, never dwelling on the past. Sagittarius are detached from emotions because emotions hold a person back, they do not like to talk about their feelings, they simply experience them and move on. Sagittarius can be reckless and irresponsible because they will jump at a suggestion of something new before they weigh the advantages and disadvantages.
What it's Like to Date a Sagittarius Woman:She has a great attitude and always seems to be on the go. Sagittarius woman is for the man with lots of energy and creativity. She likes unconventionality and change, so whisk her away last second to somewhere unplanned and uncharted and she will remember you forever. In order for her to stay, you have to keep her happy. If she gets unhappy or bored, she won't bother to fix any problems, she will just walk out and never look back. Fortunately, it is not that difficult to keep her happy. Be her friend, she does not take love to seriously anyway, if you are her companion, love will blossom after that. Let her have her freedom, flirt with her and take the relationship slowly, do not rush her. Be truthful, genuine, positive and adventurous and never play mind games. The lucky man will not only have a wonderful fun relationship but an adventurous companion as well.
What it's Like to Date a Sagittarius Man:This man may be difficult to pin down. He loves the trill of the chase so he may be off trying to get other women at the same time you are trying to get him. He is sincere when we says he likes you but he means it to other women when he tells other women the same thing. He is not showy or romantic, and he tends to attract women who like the thrill of the chase themselves, which is not too bad of a gamble. In order to win him over, be modest about love, do not engage him in emotional commitment like conversations about being together in the future. Sagittarius is for the woman who does not want commitment or is afraid of being tied down in a relationship. This man is perfect for the adventurous, fearless female.
How to Attract Sagittarius:Talk to them, ask them questions about themselves, share stories, make them laugh, but do not pry into intimate details about their life. Keep your emotional distance and they will be attracted to you. Easy. Suggest an outdoor date, something wild and wacky like floating on a boat down the river then having a picnic by the riverside, anything. They love activities. These are the easiest people to get a date with but don;t think that this is written in stone, they are the biggest commitment phoebe of all zodiac signs. Enjoy the time you've spent with Sagittarius and be prepared to move on or at least share them with others because they will be doing the same. All in good fun.
Sagittarius Erogenous Zone:The thighs are very sensitive, tickle the inner thigh or nibble lightly on the skin. Incorporate thigh stroking into foreplay and you will have ignited their fire.
Sex With Sagittarius:Sagittarius like to explore, same with their sexual encounters. They are the people most likely to have outdoor sex, or risque sex encounters. They are champions of one-night-stands because it feels good and you don't have to worry about the other person being clingy afterwards! With Sagittarius, anything goes, squeamish and conservative need not apply!
Sooooo, i hope yu all enjoyed, && will understand my personality a lil better :]
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Chanin Time
In my previous blog i said i didnt kno wat to do with my "Chanin Time" but i've finally got some plans!! This saturday i have plans :]. So, ofcourse i'll do my saturday ritual (i've beendoing this for years). If yu dnt kno wat it is, I basically wake up in the morning go to the hair salon to get my hair done, then go gt my nails done, or vice versa, then i go to the mall and shop it up :]. Then go home and get dressed for that nite, and then go out and do watever i have planned. So im gonna do all tht saturday, but this saturday i have something special planned :].
I'll tell yall what it is in another post (after this weekend). because i want to make sure everything goes rite and as planned b4 i tell yu all wat it is, and so i guess i'll get into it more after this weekend, && im soooo excited! :]
This is how my bathroom counter looks after i get dressed lol
I'll tell yall what it is in another post (after this weekend). because i want to make sure everything goes rite and as planned b4 i tell yu all wat it is, and so i guess i'll get into it more after this weekend, && im soooo excited! :]
This is how my bathroom counter looks after i get dressed lol
Monday, February 16, 2009
I Wish You Well
These are lyrics from 1 of my favorite songs called i wish you well
These lyrics r to some1 in mind, you kno who you are and this is to you.
Maybe when you're cursing me
You don't feel so incomplete
But we've all made mistakesFelt the guilt and self-hate
I know you've been there for me plenty
Maybe still got love for me
But let him without sin cast the first stone brethren
But who remains standing then
Not you not I see Phillipians 4:9(Put it into practice and the God of Peace will be with you)
But I have had God's help to this very day
And so I stand here and testify
To small and great alikeSo the more you curse me
The more you're blessing me
The Word said it
Love your enemies
Do good to those who curse you
Pray for those who mistreat youPsalms 129:2
They have greatly oppressed me from my youth
But they have not gained victory over me(In Jesus' name)I wish you well
He that keeps his mind state on the Lord
He will keep them in perfect peace
Good-bye to you, i won't call you bad names, or wish anything bad on you
I Wish You Well
These lyrics r to some1 in mind, you kno who you are and this is to you.
Maybe when you're cursing me
You don't feel so incomplete
But we've all made mistakesFelt the guilt and self-hate
I know you've been there for me plenty
Maybe still got love for me
But let him without sin cast the first stone brethren
But who remains standing then
Not you not I see Phillipians 4:9(Put it into practice and the God of Peace will be with you)
But I have had God's help to this very day
And so I stand here and testify
To small and great alikeSo the more you curse me
The more you're blessing me
The Word said it
Love your enemies
Do good to those who curse you
Pray for those who mistreat youPsalms 129:2
They have greatly oppressed me from my youth
But they have not gained victory over me(In Jesus' name)I wish you well
He that keeps his mind state on the Lord
He will keep them in perfect peace
Good-bye to you, i won't call you bad names, or wish anything bad on you
I Wish You Well
Thursday, February 5, 2009
New Attitude
It's official, now i have plenty of "chanin" time. but what do i wanna do with all this damn time? well 1st things 1st, im tlkn to knew ppl (guys), not really tryna be in a relationship....at all. But someones showed me that at this stage in our life its fun and easier to jus have plenty of "friends." So, ladies and gentlemen try it, believe me its fun and interesting! ive realized im still finding myself, so i know i cant give all of myself to anyone till i completly figure out who i am. but when i do find that person there won't be any doubts. Anyway i've been thinkn bout my future like crazy! im so ready to get in the studio, i jus needa get everything worked out. ohhhh gosh, and another thing im workin on is gettin my damn license, thats very important rite now!
These r promises i gonna make to myself
1. i'll never make the same mistake i made again
2. I'll always believe in myself
3. Since i'll believe in myself i'll accomplish all iv dreamed in
4. Remeber nothing is impossible (except the impossibe) :]
5. Keep God in my heart all the time!
6. Be Fabulous !
These r promises i gonna make to myself
1. i'll never make the same mistake i made again
2. I'll always believe in myself
3. Since i'll believe in myself i'll accomplish all iv dreamed in
4. Remeber nothing is impossible (except the impossibe) :]
5. Keep God in my heart all the time!
6. Be Fabulous !
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
My Happiess
i wrote in my status (on myspace)......time for a change.
&& wow it really is. I'm finally feeling like i want to do more for myself. I guess lately i havent had as much confidence in myself like i should, but i've never put myself down.......i've been putting myself through uneccesary things. && its time to let go. Im so done rite now.....i can feel it.
Im ready to find my happiness.
I'd like to llok this happy everyday!
&& wow it really is. I'm finally feeling like i want to do more for myself. I guess lately i havent had as much confidence in myself like i should, but i've never put myself down.......i've been putting myself through uneccesary things. && its time to let go. Im so done rite now.....i can feel it.
Im ready to find my happiness.
I'd like to llok this happy everyday!
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Random pics, that arent currently on myspace
When i first got the iPhone
I was in ATL shopping in H&M
When i 1st met my baby layla (she was so exited to see me)
When i got to take her home
Random (lame pic)
Me and Chelsea, we used to be bestfriends but no we're.....well lets us say we not best friends anymore
My fave pic of Mariah Carey
Me && my bestfriend bout to go out
Candyce photoshoot
ME steve
Me && my cousin
Late nite (chelsea took this)
ME && Ronata at main event
Summer 08
On myrtle beach, in south carolina
Still at the beach, holding Kyle
Brianna always cathes me smiling :]
Rihanna looks cute
Sun shining on my body
Im ready for my close up
Chillin in da cut
Soooo jus some pics that i pulled out, mainly rom 08 but hope yu enjoyed :]
I was in ATL shopping in H&M
When i 1st met my baby layla (she was so exited to see me)
When i got to take her home
Random (lame pic)
Me and Chelsea, we used to be bestfriends but no we're.....well lets us say we not best friends anymore
My fave pic of Mariah Carey
Me && my bestfriend bout to go out
Candyce photoshoot
ME steve
Me && my cousin
Late nite (chelsea took this)
ME && Ronata at main event
Summer 08
On myrtle beach, in south carolina
Still at the beach, holding Kyle
Brianna always cathes me smiling :]
Rihanna looks cute
Sun shining on my body
Im ready for my close up
Chillin in da cut
Soooo jus some pics that i pulled out, mainly rom 08 but hope yu enjoyed :]
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