Sry....i havent updated in awhile, i guess im having a bit of writers block
i've been trying to write more songs but they're not flowing the way i want them to, so i dont, i guess if i can get a good one i'll post it.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Watt i like to do
People (mailny guys) be askin wat i like to do for fun..........yu kno wen yur tlkn to a new guy who doesnt kno yu that well, or guys wen yur tlkn to a new girl && she asks yu.
well i dnt really kno how to answer that question........most of the time i simply answer, go out with friends, but i guess i could elaborate..............
Well 1st off, i think singing is fun......wen i start i cant stop.
&& i like going to the store to get things i nee, i think thats funn, i dnt kno y tho. For example if i need some new hair products or make up products && stuff i be excited to go to the store && buy them.
i also love wen i have something do on a saturday nite && i be gettin all dressed for it (whereever im going)
&& most importantly i love being around the ppl i love. My friends bring me soo much joy cause they keep me laughing. My family is encouraging && there great influences, && i love jus spending a day with them. I hate being bored, being bored will make me wanna shoot myself, && i hate having nothing to do cause that will also wanna make me shoot myself.
I also hate not having things planned out, iono y but that jus irritates me, wen there's no plan for the day, i think i get that from my mom.
So yah this is basically wat i like to do for fun...
well i dnt really kno how to answer that question........most of the time i simply answer, go out with friends, but i guess i could elaborate..............
Well 1st off, i think singing is fun......wen i start i cant stop.
&& i like going to the store to get things i nee, i think thats funn, i dnt kno y tho. For example if i need some new hair products or make up products && stuff i be excited to go to the store && buy them.
i also love wen i have something do on a saturday nite && i be gettin all dressed for it (whereever im going)
&& most importantly i love being around the ppl i love. My friends bring me soo much joy cause they keep me laughing. My family is encouraging && there great influences, && i love jus spending a day with them. I hate being bored, being bored will make me wanna shoot myself, && i hate having nothing to do cause that will also wanna make me shoot myself.
I also hate not having things planned out, iono y but that jus irritates me, wen there's no plan for the day, i think i get that from my mom.
So yah this is basically wat i like to do for fun...
Monday, March 2, 2009
6th pd. By chanin and Jacoby
Alrity well basically me && Jacoby Walker were jus in 6th pd && decided to have on convo on my blog, && den we jus started gettin on each others asses, so i hope its funny && enjoyable
NOTE: There was somethings i was tryna say about Jacoby but he kept erasing it cause he aint wana look stupid but he wanted to put a bunch of ish out here about me...he's such a punk.
SO im n 6th pd rite now, and Jacoby sits rite next to me in the class, && he's pissin me off, because he's being really gay && tlkn bout his football pictures........
J.walker--> for the record I'm not acting gay..... Chanin is just being a butt head as usual....she is freakin txtn jerron wtf.....lol and I'm txtn Jellybean {insider}. Aye I just realized tht chanin smiles like a old lady at bingo nite....nd her mom is really HOTT....lmao. eAzY....
Chanin: uhm 1st Jacoby doesnt need to be worried about who im txtin && FOR THE RECORD Jerron is my friend && he talks to my bestfriend asia, && there's no such thing as a person named jelly bean he made that up!!! & my laugh is very sexy & enticing, he's jus a hater. && daaaaamn nigga, get off my momma tip!
Jacoby: friend my ass...once upon a time i was chanin friend lol.... and by the way chanin talks to me in this ENTICING tone... i swear she is about to strip naked and pounce all over me...lol it drives me insane...like am i trippin or are u shootin me clues...then she leans in close and says..... what do u mean???? while she licks her lips seductively.....WTF is really goin on in her head.....
Chanin: Is it jus me???.....or does jacoby need to get over himself? I dnt want this fool. Ok maybe once upon a time i did but im over that now, so he needs to get over it also.
Jacoby: ok chanin has the crazy idea tht every guy she knows would drop to there knees and ......... u fill in the blank...jus because she is the ALL MIGHTY CHANIN.... well in 6th period i wake tht ass up from the bullshit dream.... when she gets in here she know wts up.. i dont play the spoiled stuff... she gets tough love in here...even tho she pouts cuz i dont give her wat she wants... gotta love her anyway she cant help it mr. lewis got her like tht.... {insider}lmfdo
Chanin: Jacoby thinks that he like has me in check or somethin but eff that, this is 1 class && he would throw Mr.Lewis aka Cyril in this like he brings him into everything. He thinks im attached to him or somethin & im not, he claims im stamped with "cyril" but i think the only reason he says ish like that is because he wishes it was him wit his name stamped on me :].
Jacoby: (as the teacher helps chanin off the ground and back into her seat) sorry for slappin u chanin... but nah its not even nothin like tht.... chanin has the infatuation in her dreams tht im hers... well she is dippin really hard...on her sr's and jr's....sorry soph's u gets no love ...... but she claim she know the game...HELLZ NAH. =/ see she being secretive about her txts wit jerron right now.... PIMPIN PIMPIN PIMPIN......
Chanin: Ok...so he really wanted totake it there...WOW.
Well we'll be back wednsday cause the bell jus rung, && taks i s tomorrow!!!
p.s. I hate Jacoby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOTE: There was somethings i was tryna say about Jacoby but he kept erasing it cause he aint wana look stupid but he wanted to put a bunch of ish out here about me...he's such a punk.
SO im n 6th pd rite now, and Jacoby sits rite next to me in the class, && he's pissin me off, because he's being really gay && tlkn bout his football pictures........
J.walker--> for the record I'm not acting gay..... Chanin is just being a butt head as usual....she is freakin txtn jerron wtf.....lol and I'm txtn Jellybean {insider}. Aye I just realized tht chanin smiles like a old lady at bingo nite....nd her mom is really HOTT....lmao. eAzY....
Chanin: uhm 1st Jacoby doesnt need to be worried about who im txtin && FOR THE RECORD Jerron is my friend && he talks to my bestfriend asia, && there's no such thing as a person named jelly bean he made that up!!! & my laugh is very sexy & enticing, he's jus a hater. && daaaaamn nigga, get off my momma tip!
Jacoby: friend my ass...once upon a time i was chanin friend lol.... and by the way chanin talks to me in this ENTICING tone... i swear she is about to strip naked and pounce all over me...lol it drives me insane...like am i trippin or are u shootin me clues...then she leans in close and says..... what do u mean???? while she licks her lips seductively.....WTF is really goin on in her head.....
Chanin: Is it jus me???.....or does jacoby need to get over himself? I dnt want this fool. Ok maybe once upon a time i did but im over that now, so he needs to get over it also.
Jacoby: ok chanin has the crazy idea tht every guy she knows would drop to there knees and ......... u fill in the blank...jus because she is the ALL MIGHTY CHANIN.... well in 6th period i wake tht ass up from the bullshit dream.... when she gets in here she know wts up.. i dont play the spoiled stuff... she gets tough love in here...even tho she pouts cuz i dont give her wat she wants... gotta love her anyway she cant help it mr. lewis got her like tht.... {insider}lmfdo
Chanin: Jacoby thinks that he like has me in check or somethin but eff that, this is 1 class && he would throw Mr.Lewis aka Cyril in this like he brings him into everything. He thinks im attached to him or somethin & im not, he claims im stamped with "cyril" but i think the only reason he says ish like that is because he wishes it was him wit his name stamped on me :].
Jacoby: (as the teacher helps chanin off the ground and back into her seat) sorry for slappin u chanin... but nah its not even nothin like tht.... chanin has the infatuation in her dreams tht im hers... well she is dippin really hard...on her sr's and jr's....sorry soph's u gets no love ...... but she claim she know the game...HELLZ NAH. =/ see she being secretive about her txts wit jerron right now.... PIMPIN PIMPIN PIMPIN......
Chanin: Ok...so he really wanted totake it there...WOW.
Well we'll be back wednsday cause the bell jus rung, && taks i s tomorrow!!!
p.s. I hate Jacoby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Myspace status
If yu all pay attention to my status, for a couple of days my mood was invisible.
OK i didnt mean i felt like i was invisible to some1, i meant it to symbolize that i was vanishing, or like i wasnt really here on earth. I basically have alot of emotions on the inside of me that dnt usually come out && the only person who really know's all my emotions is my bestfriend. At 1 point i was saying that i no longer wanted to be here, and i no longer wanted life......&& i cant believe im sharing this, but thats really how i felt. I wasnt on top of things like i should've been, i was worried about the wrong things, i wasnt getting anything done that needed to be done, things that i wanted seemed impossible to achieve, and i still struggle, but i would never kill myself. The reason i am sharing this is because im trying to face the problems i have/had and accept them, then correct them. I'm afaid of where i'll be in a couple of years, because im not the type of girl that is gonna focus on being a doctor, lawyer, phychologist, or sit in some cold office all day. I want to have fun, be creative, be aristic, be spontanious, and be an inspiration. And my methods of doing that, is make-up, hair, music, fasion, and being a public speaker. I dnt want to have a brady bunch type family until years from now, but when i do i want to make sure that i can give and be everything that my children need, and accomplish things in this world so they'll know that they can too, because they'll be a reflection of me. I dnt wanna be living off some man, depending on his income, cause i dnt like depending on people as it is. BUT! I also will want a man who's doing something with himself and making a good living......but anyway thats for the future. Now im tryna hold it together, and get it together, and make it through this year. Everyday's a struggle, but after every struggle theres a breakthrough, jus like after every Thunderstorm, there's a rainbow.
OK i didnt mean i felt like i was invisible to some1, i meant it to symbolize that i was vanishing, or like i wasnt really here on earth. I basically have alot of emotions on the inside of me that dnt usually come out && the only person who really know's all my emotions is my bestfriend. At 1 point i was saying that i no longer wanted to be here, and i no longer wanted life......&& i cant believe im sharing this, but thats really how i felt. I wasnt on top of things like i should've been, i was worried about the wrong things, i wasnt getting anything done that needed to be done, things that i wanted seemed impossible to achieve, and i still struggle, but i would never kill myself. The reason i am sharing this is because im trying to face the problems i have/had and accept them, then correct them. I'm afaid of where i'll be in a couple of years, because im not the type of girl that is gonna focus on being a doctor, lawyer, phychologist, or sit in some cold office all day. I want to have fun, be creative, be aristic, be spontanious, and be an inspiration. And my methods of doing that, is make-up, hair, music, fasion, and being a public speaker. I dnt want to have a brady bunch type family until years from now, but when i do i want to make sure that i can give and be everything that my children need, and accomplish things in this world so they'll know that they can too, because they'll be a reflection of me. I dnt wanna be living off some man, depending on his income, cause i dnt like depending on people as it is. BUT! I also will want a man who's doing something with himself and making a good living......but anyway thats for the future. Now im tryna hold it together, and get it together, and make it through this year. Everyday's a struggle, but after every struggle theres a breakthrough, jus like after every Thunderstorm, there's a rainbow.
Be careful what you say............
People foreal be careful wat yu say about others, cause yu never know wat ppl r going through, and whether yu care wat they're going through or not, wats da point of taking time out of yur day to tlk dwn on some1?
When i was yunger like in elementary & middle school, i would make fun of other kids who didnt have nice clothes, who tlked funni, had dark skin, and us judging ppl on there appearance and what not. I did it because i was immature, didnt know any better, & didnt realize that some people go through things that i couldnt even fathom. Now im older and ive heard stories of people who go through the saddest things, and i stop myself before saying something rude and unnecessary about some1 else i dnt kno.
I also used to say stuff about girls like, she's ugly, or she can't even dress, etc. && im not ashamed to say i did it cause i was insecure. Sometimes when ppl are insecure they say things about ppl in hopes of making themselves feel better. even now i be wanting to say something about some1, but i jus turn it around wit something positive. So if yur feeling like yu wanna say something negative aout some1 jus back it up with somethin positive, and in the end that'll make yu feel better about yurself then tryna put some1 down. Cause yur opinion about some1 else wont change anything. Always have confidence in yurself, no matter what anyone says about yu, cause ppl will say shit about yu. I kno ppl (mainly girls) will come to my page and look at my pics and have a million negative things to say about me, but i kno its cause they're insecure, and point blank, a hater. But yu cant stop a hater from hating, they have to stop themselves. I dnt say shit like "haters were jus put on this earth to hate" or "they're job is to hate" cause God wouldnt place anybody on earth to hate, & i think any1 wants the job of a hater, but ppl cant look inside themselves and find that "spark." Everyday i find a lil more confidence in myself, & i hope yu guys do too!!
p.s. i jus read this blog to friend && she said "yu too damn nice" lol, she said she jus playin but i think she was serious.
When i was yunger like in elementary & middle school, i would make fun of other kids who didnt have nice clothes, who tlked funni, had dark skin, and us judging ppl on there appearance and what not. I did it because i was immature, didnt know any better, & didnt realize that some people go through things that i couldnt even fathom. Now im older and ive heard stories of people who go through the saddest things, and i stop myself before saying something rude and unnecessary about some1 else i dnt kno.
I also used to say stuff about girls like, she's ugly, or she can't even dress, etc. && im not ashamed to say i did it cause i was insecure. Sometimes when ppl are insecure they say things about ppl in hopes of making themselves feel better. even now i be wanting to say something about some1, but i jus turn it around wit something positive. So if yur feeling like yu wanna say something negative aout some1 jus back it up with somethin positive, and in the end that'll make yu feel better about yurself then tryna put some1 down. Cause yur opinion about some1 else wont change anything. Always have confidence in yurself, no matter what anyone says about yu, cause ppl will say shit about yu. I kno ppl (mainly girls) will come to my page and look at my pics and have a million negative things to say about me, but i kno its cause they're insecure, and point blank, a hater. But yu cant stop a hater from hating, they have to stop themselves. I dnt say shit like "haters were jus put on this earth to hate" or "they're job is to hate" cause God wouldnt place anybody on earth to hate, & i think any1 wants the job of a hater, but ppl cant look inside themselves and find that "spark." Everyday i find a lil more confidence in myself, & i hope yu guys do too!!
p.s. i jus read this blog to friend && she said "yu too damn nice" lol, she said she jus playin but i think she was serious.
More random pics of 09
Damn Andrea(Angel)!..........yu look funni lol
Jacoby is soooo thrilled by his new G1 lol
No Makeup on! (blazers that cyril bought me, 1st && last time to wear.
Danny on her DS as usual lol
Pajama party....but as yu can see i was not wearing pajamas, maybe next time... lol
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
juicy hoodie.....& messy bathroom
Fuckin braces, me, armani, and jalesca n da back
Sometimes Jacoby pisses me da fuck off.........but wat would i do without him
thats all for now!
Jacoby is soooo thrilled by his new G1 lol
No Makeup on! (blazers that cyril bought me, 1st && last time to wear.
Danny on her DS as usual lol
Pajama party....but as yu can see i was not wearing pajamas, maybe next time... lol
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
juicy hoodie.....& messy bathroom
Fuckin braces, me, armani, and jalesca n da back
Sometimes Jacoby pisses me da fuck off.........but wat would i do without him
thats all for now!
Layla's Adventure
I took layla out today. i felt like she needed to get ou of the house, and so i did i. && for those of yu who dnt kno who layla is......she's my puppy, & she jus made 7 months last month. She's growing up so fast! lol. so anyways i put her leash on and we went around the neighborhood && i think she enjoyed it. Pics r below.
We were at the park on the jungle jim...
We were at the park on the jungle jim...
1 0f the things i hate
I was on the fone tlkn to my bestfried (asia) and i was telin her about wat some1 did, and i ralized that i hate wen ppl do this. im gon tell yall wat it is, im jus tryna write an introduction lol. but neways im sure there's other things i hate but this the 1 im thinkn of.
I hate wen boys call me randomly (and i dnt care who yu r) && be like "ohhh im bout to come see you." ok......if we aint tlk about this at all, wat makes yu think yu can jus invite yurself to my house without giving me some notice ahead of time. I swear that pisses me off. Like, no.....yu were not about to come over here cause we aint discuss this, so yu can jus stay yur ass wherever yur at. I wouldnt jus call a boy and be like "wat you doin?...i'm bout to come over."
Because i dnt kno wat yu were doing before i called and decided i was gon come see yu, and i dnt even kno if yu want me in yur house! So...no, i would never do that unless we planned it or some shit.
But anyways i was jus thinkn bout that, and felt the need to blog about it.
I hate wen boys call me randomly (and i dnt care who yu r) && be like "ohhh im bout to come see you." ok......if we aint tlk about this at all, wat makes yu think yu can jus invite yurself to my house without giving me some notice ahead of time. I swear that pisses me off. Like, no.....yu were not about to come over here cause we aint discuss this, so yu can jus stay yur ass wherever yur at. I wouldnt jus call a boy and be like "wat you doin?...i'm bout to come over."
Because i dnt kno wat yu were doing before i called and decided i was gon come see yu, and i dnt even kno if yu want me in yur house! So...no, i would never do that unless we planned it or some shit.
But anyways i was jus thinkn bout that, and felt the need to blog about it.
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